So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?A smile from a veil?Do you think you can tell? And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees?Hot air for a cool breeze?Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,Running over the same old ground. What have you found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.

warning: i take no responsibilty for any of this. fake50 enterprizes nor cmw is responsible. jdz(student id: 20096254, just in case you confuse him with someone else) is 100% responsible.

blogger shit the bed and lost my post. fuck. ok it went like this....

fuck. ADD go away ... k. think. this just isn't working ... thinking that is....


h'ok. so this morning was a life fulfilling moment. i didn't know who at the time, nor did who know me ... but it was ... inpsiring ... and oh so real.

it went like this. the phone ran ... i meant rang ... so i pick up:

me: "whooooooo the fuck are youuuuuuuu?" [robin williams style, repreSENT!]
who: "hii, um, is lynn *cough* rose *cough* there please?"
me [to lynn]: "lynnnnnnnnnnn, it's your mommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm"

right. so i thought it was lynn's mom cuz it's lynn birthday day today and yeh. so that's what i thought. but boy did i thunk wrong.

low and behold it was none other than the one and only KATIE MULLIGAN.

that's right. like the golf mulligan. 'cept it's a katie mulligan. kinda like a katie re-do. i don't quite know why, or how, or where, or even what a katie re-do is. but it's cool.

and she said ONE line to me. and ahhhhh my life is complete. thank you katie re-do. and may i rest in peace.

katie, stop pretending to be lynn's mom. and by lynn i mean rose.

ohh happy birfday day lynn. she's 21 ... i mean 22. I AM 21.

we love you lynn.

life's been busy. wonderland. cottage for a bit. writing an operating system. nothing out of the ordinary.

i've been building my CF-105 model airplane. that's the avro arrow. if you say "what's the avro arrow" with a dumb look. just move south, you'll fit right in.

pink floyd reunited for the first time in like 15 years (all of them) and put on a kicking show in london england. go pink floyd. i am now the proud owner of every single album. that is quite an accomplishment. in other news? i don't know.

happy canada day!